Dude,

I gotta tell you. It’s hard to write letters. Or do anything really. It starts small. And then it becomes a big production in my mind. Oh I gotta tell him this and that and include these photos and format the envelopes and blah blah and then it takes forever to get something done. Paper and pen is much faster and less stressful. But I can’t read my own hand writing and I suppose the production style letters are just as much for me as for any one else, they’re really art projects, don’t you think? Art is putting down in a creation what we really feel or believe or think.

I’m feeling less freaked out about the two-headed girls in TJ. I think it’s because I read that their parents have given them names, which indicates to me that their parents haven’t rejected them. It’s very hard to be a freak, as you and I know and understand deeply, so I’m sure you feel similarly to me on this. The world’s an intolerant place. Her worst danger is probably being killed by some idiot somewhere in a drunken rage who has decided that she are not human and don’t deserve to live. Bob at work said today, “They should just let it die.” which surprised me, even from him. “It”? He has a retarded kid so I’m extra surprised he would say this. I’m sure if she was a baby with a heart problem Bob would believe in doing anything to save her, but since she’s also happen to have two heads, she should be abandoned, in Bob’s reasoning. I’m going to try to talk some sense into Bob. I was too surprised by his comment today to say anything. Maybe Bob just hasn’t thought it out much yet. Our job is simple prayers that she’ll find tolerance and acceptance, and spreading the message of acceptance and love.

Freedom of speech during the Republican Convention is pretty interesting. Each group wishing to protest anything at all in San Diego during the Convention gets 50 minutes. All the protest times are already “used up”. Even individuals that wish to protest must either register or they will be arrested. You have to say in advance what your protest is about, be fingerprinted and have a background check done on you by the police. Once you arrive at the official protest site, your ID will be checked, you must sign in with your Social Security Number. Since I didn’t have ID, I wasn’t permitted to get a protest slot.  Once in the fenced in area, you have 50 minutes to protest. Your protest will be monitored and filmed by local, state, and federal government officials and police. An on site jail is available for the mass-arrests that are expected to occur should anyone refuse to conform with the regulations placed on protest. But, Shawn, don’t you forget that we live in a free-country, dammit, and any one who doesn’t think so will be fingerprinted, monitored, and drugged until they stop saying so. This is a free country, It really is. It’s a republic, we have a constitution and we believe in justice. We have to export our brand of justice and freedom to the entire world so that there will not be a single person anywhere in the entire world that is not required to enjoy our wonderful freedom. Yes, we have a manifest destiny to make sure no one in the world is outside our wonderful system. Hitler is a nice guy and has dinner every Saturday with Elvis. We have always been at war with Oceania.

catch ya later,

Bobo the sad faced Clown


Tijuana conjoined twins inseparable
Sisters born Friday share defective heart

By Sandra Dibble
STAFF WRITER

TIJUANA — Conjoined twin girls born Friday at the city’s public hospital have separate windpipes and sets of lungs but share a single heart and thus cannot be separated, their doctors said yesterday.

The girls, Maria Guadalupe and Maria del Carmen, have been transferred to a private facility, Tijuana’s Notre Dame Hospital, where they were listed in very serious condition late yesterday.

They were under sedation, being fed intravenously and breathing with the help of a respirator, said Dr. Fernando Ayala, a neonatologist in charge of their care.

“They have a heart malformation that does not allow proper delivery of oxygen to the body,” Ayala said. “At this point, we do not know to what extent this is life-threatening.”

The twins share a rare condition known as dicephalus, meaning they share a single trunk and limbs but have separate heads. Only 3 percent to 5 percent of conjoined twins are joined in this manner, said Dr. Kurt Benirschke, professor emeritus of pathology and reproductive medicine at the University of California San Diego. Conjoined twins are estimated to occur in one of every 40,000 to 50,000 births.

The girls were conceived in the Mexican state of Sinaloa. Their parents moved a month ago to San Quintin, Baja California. The mother came up to Tijuana to deliver the girls after realizing that there would be complications, Ayala said. She delivered the babies by Caesarean section at Tijuana’s General Hospital.

“The parents are frightened,” Ayala said.

They are in their mid-20s, have one other child and are poor. They declined interviews yesterday and were not present at a news conference discussing their daughters’ condition.

The girls’ birth marks the third known instance this year involving conjoined twins and the city of Tijuana. But doctors say that there are no environmental causes that would lead this to occur.

“It’s a random event, and random events can occur in clusters,” Benirschke said. “The reason we hear about them is because they have lived. Most of them die at the time of birth.”

The Tijuana doctors said that they have been consulting with their colleagues across the border at Children’s Hospital and UCSD about the babies’ care. Though the two other sets of conjoined twins were treated in San Diego, that is not currently contemplated in this case.

“We have all the necessary facilities to care for them,” Ayala said.

At birth, the girls weighed under eight pounds. Each twin has her own windpipe leading to her own set of lungs, but one in each pair is defective, Ayala said.

“There is nothing to be done, really,” Dr. Alejandro Lira said. “They cannot be separated. If they survive, this is how they will survive.”